yes, im back. The one the onlyy ... fuck up. Its been a while i guess. Nothing much. my life is living hell. Boyfriend is in jail, i have like a fuck load of homework, not getting any dick and i cant stop having these moments where i randomly cry! I just want to be left the fuck alone but then why am i even writing this shit to you? My drumming is off beat. I cant stand this. O by the way i have to exchange schools because i called my teacher a whore and then i asked her for pot. She had some and my "friend" told the school. Im screwed it was a joke but the fuck it never works that way. My birthdays in 2 days but this year its going to suck. It just means that i have a couple of years left before i do. Im going to jail in a few years because that's what always happens. My parents want me to be HAPPY child. Who the fuck are they kiding?
Haas n K are being there for me but they're never enough. I know it sounds harsh but i cant understand how im supposed to be happy. I realy want to eat cake. I dont want to leave u guyz once again. but i have to. If my heart was connected to the heart moniter my life line would be straight. I would turn cold and stiff and unmovable. Oh and by being a drum my drum would be broken and nothing would come out of it except for a terrible sound and the cries of a wild moose getting slaughted. Im sorry 2 say im am once again depressed.